Just had a little cry
because I’m so disappointed in myself for letting myself go so much. I have no self control and I swear I am getting fatter not skinnier and I’m half trying. Why can’t I completely put myself into losing weight. It won’t take me too long if I would just start. I am sick of hating myself. I don’t want to hate myself for the rest of my life because I have no self control. I hate myself because I can’t seem to stick to anything. First day back at work and I am so tired I have been so lazy this afternoon. But of course I pick the job where my work is never done and I have to come home and do more work.